In no specific order what so ever, here are some of the things I have written. (: enjoy.
PUZZLE-That shade of distinct blue that paints the canvas of your eyes leaves the world speechless. But behind your perfectly aligned rib cage lies a devastated mistreated heart aching for the company of love. Every word that flows from your mouth leaves me gasping for a sense of direction, but I’ve never felt a love like yours. One that flows from the inside of my bones and heats my once tampered soul, you love me in a way I don’t think even you understand. With every atom of my existence, I thrive on filling your tragically fragile heart with every ounce of my love. I hope to leave you breathless, drowning in love until all the missing pieces of your insides find a way back, and maybe.. Just maybe, you’ll trade a piece of you for a piece of me, so we can fit snuggly together like an old puzzle in a dusty cabinet.
Waterfall nightmares.- When the tide roles over my nightmares and shakes me back to reality that the ship is sinking, I’m left holding onto the only thing I ever loved. A thousand images of your face race threw my mind as I’m rolling with the white caps of the tall waves. I feel like I’m losing hope, I’m going under, I can’t stay awake. But when I open my eyes I’m back in your arms staring at your face losing my mind in your sweet embrace.
The 19+(this ones about a strip club)- Waiting in line, you know the show begins right as the doors swing open, the smell of sweet lavender fills your nose, you pass threw a dark hallway hearing the thud of the bass. You know your about to introduce yourself to a sin you won’t be able to resist, you walk in and feel the testosterone all over the room. It’s almost overwhelming. But the only thing you can’t take your eyes of, is the beautiful girl standing on a pole selling herself to the world, selling herself to you. And in a split second you question all your actions that led you into this place. Your still staring at the girl, not her body. But the fear that’s written deep in her eyes. You want to show her the better sides of life that she must have missed out on If this is all she feels good enough for. She is beautiful- in every sense of the word, but she only feels beautiful when the pigs put money on the floor. Cleaning her dry of all self respect, just to make enough for the rent at the end of the month. You risk a quick glance around the room, seeing illuminating lights and half naked body’s so casually placed. You feel helpless and disgusted. You realize you need to escape before its to late, you exit the way you came in, inhaling a deep breath of clean air as you leave the building, spark a smoke, and just keep walking.
Strange events.- Riding upward was great, nothing could go wrong, we where hand in hand reaching cloud 9. Then things started to descend, I was comfortable on the cloud we where sitting on, but you wanted to go higher. You got so far up I couldn’t even see your feet.. you said those three fatal words that sent me tumbling back into the uncomfortable cave of my last loss. I kept you floating above me like a butterfly afraid to touch the land for fear of being stepped on. But you started to slowly loose your hight as I started to lose faith in your words. When you hit the ground, You turned your back on me and ran in the other direction throwing sticks and stones at my back.. Losing my trust with every unfaithful word you spoke. But when I didn’t bounce back; you turned around, and got lost in the reality that I wasn’t chasing you. You begged for me to let you back in. I felt obligated to give you that one last chance. But one turned into four. And when the fifth untruthful story you told came spewing out of your mouth, I slashed you with my words of disappointment, and now you ask for forgiveness one more time. But just so she knows, I’ll never put her back on cloud 9.
No title.- And when you push to forgive and forget because life’s to short to hold grudges, you realize that once you’ve replayed that vicious circle enough times, let down is the only stable emotion you’ll feel at the end of the day.
Mdma.- Sensation shoots threw my body, my pupils dilate, my nose hurts, but the warm feeling that’s starting to rattle threw my body helps me disengage from the thought of the drips. The world has shifted, the joy has thickened the air; so thick I can taste it. Every inch of my body feels light, like a feather drifting threw the wind on a hot summer day. My thoughts play tricks on me making every conversation more intense than ever, but the love I feel behind every word i speak is enough to fill the room with complete satisfaction. In these moments I’m lost in my own head. Caught between reality and pure bliss. I inhale what seems like the most beautiful breath I’ve ever takin.. I have reached the peak of my happiness. I am happy.
Body temperature.- With her arms around me, I entirely find complete satisfaction and utter peace. I can feel my body slowly departing into my deep dreams; but her warm breath on my back keeps me in a lost reality. With her behind me, keeping every inch of my body heated to a perfect temperature were I feel safe, were I feel completely content. It’s a blissful place being held by such an amazing human. Its were I would like to stay.
Marijuana.- The crisp air cuts threw the thick silence that covers this blacktop. The right moment is all it takes so leave the spot and intrude into the deeper dimensions of your brain. One hit till your soaring like kites you see flying threw the air on summer evenings. One glass piece that milks like a melted ice cream cone and fills your lungs with a toxin that erupts in your brain like a thousand hatching butterflies. You are reaching new levels of life- and experiencing the best of the earth. An all natural high.